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Time Mix-up with Melanie
        I had been thinking of writing to Melane for the past several das.  I feel that my freak-outs, stress, and stupidities around my forced move last April may have nsulted er or hrt er feelngs and I wanted to apologize. Bt I was at a loss for words as to how to write the e-mail

       Melanie, John. and Melanie's brother stopped by work briefly on Thursday night.  She was her usual chipper self so I guess she was not pissed at me for being an ass last April.

       The were off to get some food.  Meanie asked what time I wold be leaving he Square.  I thought it was ~11PM, so I said ~1AM.  But it was really ~midnight.  {oopsie}

       So  staed much later tha 1 in the hopes of catching her.

       She never returned.  So I did not get to connect with her, and I dd not get to bed until 8AM.

       So even though I pushed myself and got less sleep than I wanted, I did not get to work until 9:45 PM Friday night.

       Usng the laptop at work ept me awake, but starting so late,  did not get any readings.

       I am finding that the less caffeine I use, the less pain, so the need for pain killers is reduced.

       The less pain, the less tendency to fall asleep to avoid the pain, so the fewer doses of caffeine needed.

       So I pushed myself hard today.  No $$, but I will be getting to bed by 6AM, so I should be able to get out earlier on Saturday.

       I could really use making $150+ between Saturday and Wednesday.

       Friday afternoon I wrote an e-mail to Melanie.  Hopefully she is still in town and will stop by this weekend.
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sheilagh From: sheilagh Date: December 14th, 2014 04:07 am (UTC) (Link)
some people (particularly upbeat, nice/kind people) will maintain a happy demeanor, even if they ARE hurt. and since they're going to that effort to keep things nice for themselves & everyone else, they tend to *really* appreciate a quiet word, when no one else is around to make a fuss, a quiet word that makes double-sure that they're really as ok as they appear to be. like, these nice people make it VERY easy to apologize to them, and for that apology to be taken well, and to make the friendship that much stronger.

the trick is to get up the gumption to basically something like "hey, just wanted to make sure I didn't hurt your feelings a few months ago..." the bonus is that while she may say oh, no, no problem, that she may still just be maintaining the kind exterior, while secretly internalizing and appreciating the apology, like, it still matters, but from the nice person's perspective, no one had to be "ugly" about being hurt or demanding apologies.
alobar From: alobar Date: December 14th, 2014 04:53 am (UTC) (Link)
In h e-mail I set Melanie on Friday I said
"I feel I owe you an apology. I was not very kind to anyone during that time. My forced move had me flipping out constantly. Kelleigh was not talking to me for months after she helped me move to give herself a break from my madness. ;) "

Which hopefully will help smoothe things out between us.
sheilagh From: sheilagh Date: December 14th, 2014 05:02 am (UTC) (Link)
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amdreikelik From: amdreikelik Date: January 5th, 2015 01:29 am (UTC) (Link)
Я безумно люблю трахаться и ищу парня, который тоже не прочь заниматься сексом по нескольку раз в день. Обожаю ролевые игры, сексуальные игрушки и красивое нижнее бельё. А ещё люблю слизывать сперму с моих грудей. Читать далее
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